This semester is not over yet?

I’m stressing out already when this semester is not even over. At first it was heading to a great start and a new beginning. One thing I admire at SCSU is such a diversity school with different activity and different group to join. This semester did a whole 360 on me in a bad way. I know when I enter college it was going to be different. Once I started getting work from all my classes, I began to get overwhelmed. I needed to do something fast. I build up a time schedule for myself but it end up not going as planned. I had all those free time in my hand but didn’t know how to use it wisely. My friends and everything around me start getting out of control. I start seeing myself waking up early and going to bed late to do some homework that not a smart idea. People kept on knocking on my door to come out to hang out. I needed a quit place for myself. Where I can get everything done and no one is calling my name. I started thinking of ways to fix that problem I have, I started going to the library more and hanging out with friends less I couldn’t juggle those two tasks all at once any more. Also every home that was giving to me I would start doing it right after class so I won’t forget about it. When they say no one is looking after you in college they really mean that.

I set a lot of goals for myself which I failed to achieve it. That was upsetting. It was to focus on what important to me which was school work.  Also learning how to manage the college life, in high school I had good grade and I wanted to maintain that good grade of my but it look like I need to work extra hard in doing so. I really think that things could of and should of have go differently. I know I could push myself to do better. Next semester everything will go different for me and my grade.

            But overall I feel like it went okay an okay first semester. Yes there’s a lot of room for improvement. I will push myself more for the second half of the semester.