I need to try harder next time

I don’t know where to start with this. I am so thankful that I still have a chance of bringing my grades up. I'm so thankful that my midterm grades right now are not my final grades for the year. When I was looking at my midterm grade all I could think of what is my parent going to say, they going to give me this long speech on how much I let them down and how I disappoint them all. I am not at all satisfied with my performance and with my grade. I know I can do better them that. To tell the truth I don’t know how I can let my grade drop that this is not me. I use to have A’s and B’s not that low grade. Right now I really feel like I let everyone down, even myself. My grade does represent the amount of time and effort I put in my homework. I need to really find somewhere quite to do my homework and study. I’m not going to lie to myself but I been doing homework at the last minute and letting my friends come before my work. I really need help managing my time. Looking at my grade my GPA would not be good at this point.

My English mid-term went really well I have an “A” on that class also my math grade is good. I was just worry about the rest of my classes.  I need to find out a good way to study for my mid-term; sometime I study too much for one subject not enough for the other subject. I'm still getting used to it. I know when I had to study for mid-terms it was hard for me to keep up with some of my classwork and assignments. I just need to change how I do thing around here..